Friday, March 27, 2020

2020 has been a real B word.

Hey guys,

I am sure you know by now that there is a global pandemic going on. And its mass chaos every where you turn. Everything's closed. You are not allowed to socialize. Its honestly scary as hell, end of the world doom and gloom. I get it, I am right there with you.

What I am trying SO HARD to do everything though is find ONE thing to be thankful for and to focus on to remain positive.

Today's thing is.....My job!

You guys my company is such an amazing blessing. Edmentum has saved me in more ways then i can name, and i am so beyond grateful to work for such an amazing company. I get to wake up, and help schools continue to make a difference and keep education alive even during a global shutdown.


I know so many people are out of work right now, and so 'your job' might not be something positive for you. And for that my heart breaks for you and i am praying you are taken care of and blessed during this time.

I hope you guys are finding bright lights during this dark time.

I hope you are praying.

I hope you are finding comfort in God.

I hope you are virtually leaning on loved ones.

I have been leaning heavily on God. Embarrassing to admit but more than I have in a long time. In times of trouble God really tends to break me down and remind me its through Him I am strong.

Wednesday was a doozie of a day for me. I spent almost 6 hours on the phone with nurses, then doing a video visit with a Dr, and then finally being in the ER.  It was so scary. Anyone who knows me knows i HATE HOSPITALS. And how things are set up now you cannot have anyone come in with you. Just solo dolo. So i sat in there being poked and prodded, and hooked up to stuff completely isolated. I am so grateful that i was discharged and did not have to be admitted. I am still having breathing issues and chest pains but THANK GOD i was able to get on a steroid to help with that and should see improvement soon.

GUYS stay inside, let's do our part to flatten the curve. I know its hard to isolate, trust me I am queen of the social butterflies BUT we have to. You will save lives by doing it, i promise you that.

Anyone who reads this, You are loved. I am praying for each and every one of you. Together we will all get through this. God's got us! 💓